duo.yeoh.

back pain.

2010-12-08T22:13:00.000-08:00

my back is seriously in pain.

mri also done le.

now is really waiting for the final answer.

oh tell me.

wad shu i do now.

spina bifida.

2010-10-28T01:28:00.000-07:00

tell me.

how long is it tat i last post here.

i really don know.

times do pass by really fast.

same old thingy.

so many things have happen to me.

tailbone problem.

then now spina bifida.

seems like im really born wif prob in my life.

hope i can get a cure soon n i wun be sitting in the office n do nth all the times.

impt decisions in life are nvr easy.

2010-08-29T19:32:00.000-07:00

it haf been weeks i think.
i wonder hw r u n wad r u thinking nw.
i knw u also have a tough time makin tat decision.
i will really say tat we do always have small conflict n it is very silly.
isnt tat wad make us to understand n feel for each other? when u r in love.u tend to be silly n stupid.just like wad i always do.
im doin wad i can nw to make u happier.
i really miss u n i truely love u.
i just hope u will understand n treasure this r.s.
cause lovin someone is nt bout giving up but goin thru thick n thin tgt.

shag

2010-08-28T03:07:00.001-07:00

shag shag.
2 weekend back to back
gathering till the late hours.
im tired.
but i love the fun n the pple i met!
more fun!

i guess i understand it.

2010-08-15T18:53:00.000-07:00

i guess i understand it le.
i was to obessive over you.
all i want is to have u n nv think bout ur needs n wants.
i knw this is nt the first time.
to be truth.
i really didnt mean to quarrel or conflict wif u.im just voicin out.i didnt meant to control n ur decision.im still on the way of learnin hw to love u n gif u ur needs.i know u know it n im always trying.i just wish tat u can encourage me when i did smth wrong as we both are still learnin bout love n handling it.
no one wish to get blame n scold n get mad at when they did smth wrong.
but u're right.im wrong n at fault.
sry.i really love u too much.

因为在乎你所以才关心你

2010-08-15T03:37:00.000-07:00

对
我不该发脾气的
因为我真的很在乎你和你想要拥有的东西
我不想你买了之后而不开心
是我不好
没有好声好气的和你说
我也不想把事情闹成这样的
我也只想我的小公主开心
小公主
别再生我气了
我真的知错了
原谅我这个傻瓜好不好
让我再为你改好朋友吧

sat tdy n tml is sun again.

2010-08-14T06:47:00.000-07:00

think my sat is going to end soon. really tired out.
have totally no idea why am i so tired.
tuesday is gonna be the day.
outfield is coming.
3d2n. this is so sucky.
i really hate outfield.

oh. yes i change the template.well. i think no one will notice since is a dead blog.
hmmm. praying to god. both the god i know. tat everything will end well.
i miss u.
all thanks to my stupid behaviour tat day.
tat we are nw like this.
im just a silly fool.
21 n i still cant think mature and behave like a man.
wad the hell m i doing.
emotion always overun me.
i nid u there to help me n guide me.

take care of urself.especially ur diet n u workload.
don overwork urself till whee hours.
u r the most impt thing in my life.

i kw i shu nt.

2010-07-26T05:52:00.000-07:00

i knw i always ask bout ur whereabout.
it may seems tat i have no faith in u.
im sry for being tat way in the past.
i promise u.i will have faith in u n love u.
i wun blame u for nt contactin or replying me.
im selfish at times.im sry.
i hope n wish tat baby this time
can have faith in me.
believe me tat we can do it.
we came tgt so many time.
i think is time we work thing thru this point n aim for a better future.
u kw im tryin to change n i will perserve on.
trust me .believe in me hao mah?

my turn to have a rest i think.

2010-07-24T19:07:00.000-07:00

being too tired this few days.
especially the ndp.
chiong for 3 last bus to reach home.
171 then 190 then 300.
really very tiring.
i feel like going for a holiday soon.
yet monday got grading for cct and such
then still got rehearsal for ndp.

datou ar datou.
can i know wad u r thinking.
wad are u worrying about?
did u know tat. the only time im happy is being wif u?
i guess u know all tat.i dun wanna fan u. so i extent more time for u n myself to think.
i know u are tired n stress up wif ur workload.
i just wish to lighten it for u.
be there for u.
i know i demand alot. im changin. n i can only prove to u wif my action.

yes i know im sad n such. but wad matter most is u.
i dun want u to keep everything to urself n add stress to urself.
r.s is a 2 way road. nt a 1 way.
it involve 2 of us. it is a 'we' nt 'u or me'
it take times for us to learn to gif n take n even compromise to each other.
it normal for a couple to hit a rough spot/disagreement/conflict.
cause everyone is diff. we have diff thinking. no one pple is the same.

love is a choice,nt a feeling.
feeling come n go, and if we choose to base our most impt relationship on hw we feel at any particular moment,we are in for a rough n rocky journey.
love is a verb,nt a noun.love is smthing we do, nt something tat happen to us.
be paitent toward all tat is unsolved in ur heart.
and try to love the questions themselves.
do nt seek the answers tat cannot be given u because u would nt be able to live them.
and the point is to live everything.
live the question nw.
perhaps u will then gradually,without noticing it,live along some distant day into the answer.

this is wad the book i read, teaches me.
although we both are reading diff book.
i think both will also help us.
hope u will understand it soon.
i miss u. Miss datou.

take in a deep breathe everynight before u slp.
clear ur mind n just think bout the both of us.
10 min daily before u slp everyday.
think bout wad is going on.
how we can resolve this prob of us.
hao mah?

age of 21.

2010-07-21T05:11:00.001-07:00

finally turn 21.
it is the key to freedom.
my turn have come for me.
adulthood have finally accept me.

yet im still the same i think.
i try changing. but i cant be persistent.
i guess im nt determine enough.
i will try even harder i think.

plz dun be be pressure by me.
for wad im doing is for both of our sake.
not for u only.
r.s is a 2 way thingy.

it require give n take.

both nid to understand each other nid and wants n listen out to each other.
i didnt play my part well.
sry.
im stubborn and stupid for nt listening n be more caring towards ur needs.
whu does more in the r.s does nt determine he or she love u more.
cause love is found between the 2 of us.
im sry.

i love u.

sry.

2010-07-18T16:58:00.000-07:00

i m sry for wad happen.
i just wish to have more time wif u.
sry to be demanding n nt understanding towards u.
sry. but i really do love u.

useless.

2010-06-25T05:28:00.000-07:00

Just an useless, over possessive, low self-esteem, selfpity fool.
hwever,still glad tat this world still have pple whu like him.
thanks baby.

love.

2010-06-22T05:36:00.000-07:00

i just love you.
cant stop loving u silly baby.
hope tat the days we spend tgt is also enjoyable to u..
love u loads.

weekend is here.

2010-06-18T04:30:00.001-07:00

fianlly.
the weekend is here.
but i don get to enjoy it.
i m so sian of it.
tml ndp rehearsal.
sun going safti for deco.
luckily there is monday battery off and i took off on tues
planning a outing for her. wonder if she will appreciate it.
actually i do hope she will feel better after we tok tdy.
let hope tat we will be tgt again.
love u daTOU!

tell me.

2010-06-17T19:52:00.000-07:00

TELL ME.
someone tell me wad shu i do.
wad shu i do to male this world happier again.

so i shu just wait again.

2010-06-17T07:00:00.001-07:00

i think i guess this will be coming i think.
haven even start it. prob arise before it.
yes. i admit i m abit over poessesive at time and i always demand a sms/reply.
just because i'm worry bout losing u and worry bout ur safety. im wrong.
fine. i try. u go malaysia. i try to limit myself to 1 msg again. to prove tat i can do it.
yes i can. i can live on without smsing u every moment.
yet i cant stop myself from nt missing u every moment.
finally u are back.
the thing u told me.
wasnt really wad i m expecting.
i really don know how to face or tok to u now.
seriously.i just feel tat u are worry bout ur future and tat our r.s will nt last so u didnt even bother trying it out.
if tat is the case. why wake me up from this hibernation.
why leave me dangling there when u woke me up.
guess all the effort i put in, isnt really touching ur heart.
the time we spend tgt for this few year. is it still in ur memories.
is ur feeling still there.
wad really matter now.
is it me or i'm just totally nt worth it at all.
i guess. im just plain selfish.
all i want is u n didnt spare a thought for ur future.
yeah. being a teacher is busy and tiring.
doesnt mean teacher don get to date and have a r.s or even get marry.
guess it is me after all.
i m just nt tat worth it after all.

erm.

2010-06-16T08:59:00.000-07:00

I MISS U.
REALLY MISS U.
I JUST WANNA HOLD ON TO U TIGHTLY N NV LET U GO AGAIN

feelings.

2010-06-13T18:33:00.000-07:00

Unspeakable.
or shu i say this is the only place i can speak out.
yes.
There is alot of standard n criteria to meet.i really dun knw wad to do.
really wonder if the feelings is still there.

the prob we encounter. can we solve it? will she be able to give in to me? can she tolerate me n be able to understand my needs? can i give in to her? make her happy? can the both of us dun struggle N nt bring other stuff into the r.s?

seriously im nt getting a very responde to all the answer.is a r.s so hard to maintain. wad is the attribute tat im missing. yes i knw hw busy pple can get.but smtime i just wish for a reply to knw if she is fine or maybe a msg from her to brighten up the day. i really wonder wad is wrong wif me. is it fate? or is it my destiny tat i have to go thru so many stuff.

i just wish to haf a simple r.s. is it tat hard!

宽恕 - 神木与瞳

2010-05-30T06:07:00.000-07:00

面对面坐着眼神不屑一顾
挤出的笑容看起来好突兀
我走错一步坠入万丈深谷
还是会想起你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上血流已如注

背叛了幸福拿爱当赌注

曾把感情放逐何时能结束

遇到你我想停止游牧让爱归真返璞

漂泊会落幕承诺说得那么铭心刻骨

你的眼泪让我无助

你懂不懂我为爱忍辱

努力学习宽恕原谅那错误

不甘我们的爱死在半途

听见你的心还在哭

遗忘不及痛蔓延速度

希望你能觉悟我真的领悟

伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆

还是会想起你的荒唐糊涂

针刚刺在心上血流已如注

背叛了幸福拿爱当赌注

曾把感情放逐何时能结束

遇到你我想停止游牧让爱归真返璞

漂泊会落幕承诺说得那么铭心刻骨

你的眼泪让我无助

你懂不懂我为爱忍辱

努力学习宽恕原谅那错误

不甘我们的爱死在半途

听见你的心还在哭

遗忘不及痛蔓延速度

希望你能觉悟我真的领悟

伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆

你的眼泪让我无助

你懂不懂我为爱忍辱

努力学习宽恕原谅那错误

不甘我们的爱死在半途

听见你的心还在哭

遗忘不及痛蔓延速度

希望你能觉悟我真的领悟

伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆

wad am i doing.

2010-05-15T19:56:00.000-07:00

can anyone plz explain to me.
wad am i thinking. wad am i doing or tell me wad shu i do.
seriously.
i don know wad to do le.
im still the same old guy 1 year ago.
everything is still the same.
i still love emo song. still love doing nth,doing all those stupid thing and the same feeling is still there.
5 month plus le.i tot it is all over le. i tot i could really put a stop to it. i was wrong.i was really wrong. and now i really don know wad to do wif myself.
to tell her? to keep quiet. or just live on.

the thing she have done to me. what am i suppose to do or react to it. shu i be doing it or i shu nt.
wad if she's still the same and gif me all sort of reason again.
this is neverendless. where or when will this end.

why i shu be going thru all this. why is she always the one tat gif me such thing to think about.
cant she just do smth and STOP behaving so 'LIKE this.'
is it so hard.is it me. or is it everything was just wrong.
or is it tat im really nt worth it at all. i really wonder.

long long time le.

2010-05-02T03:57:00.000-07:00

long long time nv blog le.
too busy.
anyway. soc pass le. ippt reach my target le.
ok. life still very normal inside there. but this coming or i shu say,from now onward isnt such a good thing le.
outfield till crazy.
im so tired and trouble.
i nid a break.

sianz again.

2010-02-15T06:13:00.000-08:00

argh. another year without new clothing.
but did manage to get a new pant.
rot at home from sat till monday.
tml is tues and is book-in day.
tml finally got house visiting.
i want more hong bao lehz~
more mahjong session and more money~
1 year 6 month of morning 'ORD' cheer to go~

sianz.

2010-02-07T04:25:00.000-08:00

stupid supper i have. don know wad i eaten also.
book out on friday and go K wif my army friends. (da jie, lewis,desmond and eric)
than reach home around 12 am.
have a pack of noodle wif some chicken and abalone.
than 3 am tio rashes and swollen eyes, lip and tongue.
than went to NUH and got put inside observation bay till 6am
and a stupid, painful injection to the tight.
now my tight still hurt and cant walk properly. zzz.
wad is happening to me sia.
last week to go, as a trainee.
POP here i come again.!

为我好

2010-01-23T09:23:00.000-08:00

梁静如 - 为我好

为我好是真是假还是为了你自己好

为我好为何我又在这里哭泣

爲什麽一定要站在未來去看今天的好壞？那麽今天我要如何過呢？
當初我不懂得，現在還是不懂。你能告訴我嗎？

爱你

2010-01-16T21:14:00.000-08:00

离开是为了让你留下来.
愛就該像盛開在荊棘裡的花，愈是艱難愈奮不顧身的綻放
我爱你你到底明不明白？

人啊

2010-01-15T05:30:00.000-08:00

人啊
就是要对自己坦白一点
难道就是要欺骗自己的良心
这样的活过去吗？

我还很想你你知道吗？
你还会关心还会爱我吗？
还是你已经不再想我
不再关心和爱我了？

我们到底是哪里出现了问题？
难道分手就能解决一切吗？

爱一个人不是应开全心付出的吗？
难道我这样也错了吗？
对彼此公平一点就不行吗？

下一站，幸福

2010-01-10T02:08:00.000-08:00

下一站，幸福
原来爱情从来没有离开过
但是能有让时间暂停的魔法
那就是摄影
摄影能让瞬间变成永恒的魔法
我们的摄影能变成魔法，让它成为我们的永恒吗？

我爱她
可是我要怎么作才会有用？
难道真的要等到我们离开了
才会想起对方知道对方的好？

Compatibility

2010-01-02T20:14:00.000-08:00

Compatibility is not a quality, it is a continuous process, it is something that can only be created with time, patience, and of course the funny little thing called love. There is no compatible couple, but there are couples that have mastered the art of complementing each other and growing together without smothering each other.

i don know wad im dong.

2009-12-19T06:09:00.000-08:00

seriously. i don know wad i did.
i go to church wif her.
then i turn worry and acted so crazy.
i think i m just too worry.
i m sry tat i worry too much.
i didnt mean to ask u go de.
i wanted to hold onto ur hand but ur church is just there.
wad im doing.?
i think im too selfish le. sry
im sry my baby.
forgive me hao ma?

POP!!

2009-12-04T05:20:00.001-08:00

5 more days to POP!!

POP!!

2009-12-04T05:20:00.000-08:00

5 more days to POP!!

1 more month.

2009-09-07T09:11:00.001-07:00

1 more month to go.
end my boredom at home.
time to go serve the country.
wait for me! my friends. im coming.

welcome me back~

2009-08-27T10:02:00.000-07:00

woo~
long time nv blog le.
too many thing to do.
too much time to slp everyday.
and it is almost time too le.
1 more month to go.
back from chalet. tired till the core.
i want the pics.
now i wanna find things to do.
and finally my job is ending this weekend.

life is so the same for me.
work life is ending.
love life is ... still the same.
family life is ... getting better wif my grandmother.hah.
well. it does mean alot , when u have good friend and family.

ending of june.

2009-06-28T23:54:00.000-07:00

wah. june is coming to an end soon.
a few more mnth and i think i'll be botak le.
it been years tat i have been botak le.
sure is cooling in this kind of hot weather.
H1n1 here and there. so sianz.
=x.
life is still a quite a mess here and there.
but life goes on.
anyway. i just wish tat np 30 will wait for me. tat is the only thing i want now.

love is just like a cup of coffee. u choose the taste and the outcome of it. be it sweet or bitter. it ur own choice.

=x

2009-06-17T02:10:00.000-07:00

=x.
alot of thing happen.
here and there.
my friends and my family.
i hope u can do it benji!
good luck to u.
if life is bout decision.
is tat ur final decision?
i wonder.

don know.

2009-06-02T10:21:00.001-07:00

wad to do.
wad to do.
i really don know.
really don know
don know.
i don know.
i can only accept wad is there for me le.

haix.

2009-06-01T10:39:00.001-07:00

no future.
no stable income and alot more.
yah.
cause i don even know wad is happening to me few years down the road.
yet i know im always responsible for wad i have done.
but i think it too late now.
no feeling.
i understand.
being pressure.
ok i know it too.
well.
it time i let go. i did my best to hold onto it.
if no one can appreciate it, it will just be useless.
you don want stress and pressure. want be happy and do ur own stuff, lead your own life.
well. it ok now. u can go do it.
im leaving.
i will disappear from ur sight.

you.

2009-06-01T07:14:00.000-07:00

it ok.
ur friend. ur relative. u urself.
it ok tat u say im forcing u.
but have u ask urself another question.?
how does it feel for the other one whu don know wad to do.
talking bout this thing and such. than he have to hide his feeling.
yet the answer he get is i don know. im tired. not now.
the cause is, u are tired. the reason, is u tired.
wad bout me?
do i cause this to myself?
i also wish to help u relax urself and shoulder ur problem and such.
cant we just sit down and talk it out.
wad is it so hard to face me.
u want future. u want wad. we can tok it out. we can discuss bout it.
not just saying it and forget bout it and let it be.
or rather u decide by urself and daze upon it.
this is a r.s problem.
it take 2 hand to clap. not just one ppl thinking and doing it will settle everything.
nth is perfect. is whether u work it to perfect or u don do it.
u are tired. fine. i will do more of the job.
but can u stop saying i don know and have a decision.
spare a tot for how i feel too.
slpless night. random thoughts. question and answer.
nth is more worth it compare to ur answer.
u have to be responsible for wad ever u do in life.
u cant possibly run away from it.

lovelovelove.wadisit.

2009-05-24T21:50:00.000-07:00

What is real love about? Love is constantly happening. Love endures all things, including boring nights in front of the television, sick days where intimacy is the last thing on your mind, and even full-blown and painful arguments. There is a great deal of sacrifice in real life relationships, the likes of which are rarely shown in movies or covered in books. Love is very real. Real people with real emotions fall in love. You should never be so enamored with the ideal of love that you fail to appreciate the real thing. Perfection is unattainable. Romance isn't perfectly choreographed, nor do happy endings always turn out from complication. Don't go looking for some perfect ideal that doesn't exist. Love in the here and now.

普通朋友,新不了情

2009-05-23T23:14:00.000-07:00

普通朋友
等待我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖我没有任何的疑问
这是爱我猜你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈我愿意改变
重新再来一遍我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深叫我怎么能放手
但你说 i only want to be your friend 做个朋友
我在你心中只是just a friend 不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so i 我不能只是be your friend i just can't be your friend no,no,no,
我不能只是做你的朋友不能只是做普通朋友

新不了情
心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

idonknow.

2009-05-22T12:56:00.000-07:00

if being friend is the choice.
i really scare i cant control myself.
you will just take precaution over everything i do or say.
4getting the past isnt easy too.
every small action u or i do. will just make us think of the past we have.
i really don know wad is the choice to make.
changed or not changed.
me is still who im.
im still the one u know from last time till now.
and the feeling i have.
don change easily.

let it flow.

2009-05-12T13:08:00.000-07:00

全世界都停电。
如果我變成回憶。
你在，不再。
let it flow.
放逐愛情。
狠狠哭。
不能说的.秘密

problem.

2009-04-23T09:23:00.000-07:00

if u miss me. think of me. still love me.
plz let me know.
i really don know wad is going thru ur mind.
but there isnt any problem tat cant be solve.
it not bout giivng in or not.
but the understanding and the willingness to solve it.
u may think i cant do it.
but u are not me. how do u know it?
nt everything happen as wad u say.
pple tend to learn and change.
if whether u want to do it and believe it or not.
i still love u alot.

life is unpredictable.
there's no certainy for tomorrow.
grab the chance.
or else pple will regret it

inprefectionist.

2009-04-20T08:58:00.000-07:00

sometime love is to love the inprefect lover that u have.by loving it.
u will nv find anyone perfect.just by finding it.
by nuturing and trying and understanding it.by doing it.
it can make u understand the meaning of it and gain experience too.
forgiving and giving and learning is vital in life.
cause if u close it. u will just be in ur own world and only accepting ur own choice and reason.
no matter wad other do or give, u will not understand or be able to feel it.
my heart have always been open to u.
i do complain. i do nag. but i nv gif up hope on u.
if it my flaws.im changing it.
but i don know how much u trust me.
but till now. i nv ever, ever, stop loving u in my life.

memories.

2009-04-19T22:02:00.000-07:00

1 year ago. the same thing happen.
wad is repeating.
wad is happening.
is it just only me.
in-mature, not sensible. demanding.
yes. i know im.
2 more mnth or so and im leaving for NS le.
u are starting ur sch soon.
u have ur sch. ur homework.ur stuff to do.
till tat time. we will seldom have time for each other.
tat is why i wanna meet u as much as possible now.
the things u say and u told me in ur first letter.
the thing i say i done for u.
do u know how guy do thing for gal?
how they gif up other thing for it.
morale, courage and so many other things.
wish u understand loh.
yes im not doing it well.
i just can do all i could for now loh.
u once say i was running away from u.
don have the courage to face u.
well.
im not running and my feeling is true from the start till now.
if u really think im desperate for a galfriend and such.
i have no comment.

只要是为了你在乎的人努力而争取还怕所么事做不到的

在紧要关头不要放弃绝望也能变成希望

hmmm.

2009-04-18T10:07:00.000-07:00

too imature de me.
too emo de me.
time to learn and change.
sorry for everything.
nt tat i didnt change. is i still trying.
take care.

blind.

2009-04-17T21:38:00.000-07:00

blind. is it me or u.
hurt and pain and tired.
so. the feeling is gone. and hide in the heart.
even conflict also have peace talk.
why cant we have it.
i don know.

thiking of u.

2009-04-17T21:23:00.000-07:00

i don know whu will read this.
yes. we both have fault too.
whu will not have fault and have mistake in this world.
who is perfect in this world.?
yes it tiring.
but isnt love like this?
eating and digesting is tiring too ar.
but do we don eat?
u alway say we don click.
i gif in and don gif in also don know is rite or wrong.
chaning myself is also wrong.
but i m clear tat my heart indicate tat i really love u and i nv stop trying.
yes u may not see it. but when did i ever gif u up when we have problem.
i alway try for solution and think of better way to improve and cool my temper.
yes u think my temper is still there and im lying to u.
if i really mad at u. will i still care and even msg u or tok to u?
when im angry. i totally ignore pple. just like wad u doing now.
yes. wadever i try to improve and do. i seldom succeed but i nv gif up.
because of u.
will u ever understand?

你是我的答案

2009-04-17T10:15:00.000-07:00

如果你是我 - 范瑋琪/周華健

(范瑋琪) 要他努力擁有一片天
又愛吵著他不常在身邊
女人善變愛埋怨
(周華健)不守信用藉口一大堆
錯了還努力撒謊不道歉男人強辯
(周華健+范瑋琪) 如果你是我就會懂
有愛就有惶恐
兩個人總有些不同互補要練內功
如果你是我就會懂有心就有包容
把爭執都變成溝通愛是犧牲小我
(范瑋琪) 願每個人都聽他的話但是
卻希望他只聽我的話 女人的心像女王
(周華健)最喜歡親天使的臉頰
又偷偷渴望魔鬼的火辣男人該罰
(周華健+范瑋琪)如果你是我就會懂
有愛就有惶恐
兩個人總有些不同互補要練內功
如果你是我就會懂有心就有包容
把爭執都變成溝通愛是犧牲小我
如果你是我就會懂有愛就有惶恐
兩個人總有些不同互補要練內功
如果你是我就會懂有心就有包容
把爭執都變成溝通愛是犧牲小我

wad to say

2009-04-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

if you no feel. why we will have done so many thing together.
the thing we did. the time we have. the place we went.
i know quarrel do minus the feel.
yes u have alot of burden.
all add tgt gif u even more stress and tired.
i know u wanna gif up.
if got prob and trouble in ur life jiu run away.
it will alway be there and other will just stack up and u'll feel even more stress and tired.
i m sorry i cant help much.
but im trying.
i m not perfect so either is u.
u alway say u have no feel.
wad must i do to fill ur feel back.
i really wish to know.
is time able to solve all the problem? i don know too.

不公平

2009-04-16T05:18:00.000-07:00

i don know wad to say.
i have done wad i could.
if you wish to lock yourself and cover your eye to it and insist you are right.
i cant do anything.
but i wish to let you know tat wad you are doing now.
it is hurting me.
my heart is very painful.
it not tat i nv try my best.
i have been trying my best.
i just hope u understand.
love is not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
the couple that fights the most is the one most in love.. it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwd up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. when you stop fighting it means you stop caring.
why think of the future and plan ahead when u don know wad is happening the next min.

2009-04-15T10:16:00.001-07:00

Love ever gives. Forgives outlives. And ever stands with open hands. And while it lives, it gives. For this is love's prerogatives -- to give, and give, and give.

John Oxenham

lies.

2009-04-13T19:40:00.001-07:00

diasppointment maybe wad u feel.
i rmb wad i promise u.
i nv ever stop trying.
we both have promises to each other too.
yah.
it my fault everything turn out like this.
it no use saying wad or wad now.
your mind is set.
i disappointed u enugh wif my empty promises.
u r too tired and sian to even listen to wad i say.
take care of urself.

no.more.emo.

2009-04-13T09:50:00.000-07:00

alright.
FIRST TASK.
time.to.change for myself.
no more emoness.
learn to control.
no.thinking of dying and negative thingy.

wadtodo.

2009-04-13T08:10:00.000-07:00

wad can i do.
i don know.
i wish i know the answer to break the lock.
i really wish to be wif u.
now we are encountering the same thingy again.
prob. everyone will encounter it.
it whether how to solve it or not.
i really wish to solve it. i hope it can be solve and my flaws can be gone too.
and i don wish to quarrel wif u too.
im wrong. i hold onto u too much.
but r.s prob happen with 2 pple.
of cuz nid 2 pple to solve it tgt.
yes im irritating,stubborn. but i know my feeling for u.
i can gif u freedom and ur time.
i know i cant force u.
but the time we have.
the thing we done tgt.
the times we get tgt again and again
is it prank being play on us.
or is it a test on us.
or it is the destiny we face.
i don know.
but i don mind all this.
i really treasure the time we have.

hmmmm.

2009-04-12T09:38:00.000-07:00

i understand how u feel. i hope u wun want to gif up.although giving up may seem the easy way.but the prob wun be solve forever. and will lead on.cool for the moment first.

think and think. do later.

2009-04-10T10:54:00.000-07:00

alot of lesson learn.
thank for my psychological friend.
i understand it more.
now it the matter if i put it into use le.
rmb wad he say and wad to do.
think and think and think.
than do wad u think is ritez.
relax. nt everything is meant to suit each other.
is thru effort, time and trust to build it up to make things work.
nth is impossible.
put ur heart into it wulieh.
trust urself u can do it and u will. lieh.

sicked.

2009-03-30T08:57:00.000-07:00

sicked.
really sicked and tired.
maybe i nid alot of rest.
maybe is worthless le.
maybe is time to go too.
i don know.
tired.

imprefect.

2009-03-15T00:11:00.000-07:00

being inconsiderate wasnt wad i choose to be.
i have been trying and just wanted to have more time wif u since u start ur job.
recently, u knw ur mood and temper than ur job have given u and wad i try to do for u.
i try my best for everything le.
im just sorry im not prefect enough.

missing u.

2009-03-07T08:36:00.000-08:00

*sweep*

sry. too long nv come here le.
too many cobwebs le.
hah.

do u know missing someone is smtime happy and sad too.
feeling is so indescribable.
i just miss u very much.

bored.

2009-03-02T05:46:00.000-08:00

.bored.
.im really really bored to the core.
.i nid smth to do.
.i want to do smth.
.sianx.
.whu will understand how sian im.

wad can i do nw.

2009-02-25T17:33:00.000-08:00

wad can i still now.
just can hope u don think so much and hope she can forgive us loh.
and at the mean time. i just hope u don think so much for now.
cause no matter wad we do. if she still angry. everything will be useless de.

final exam of ngee ann is comin. time to buck up le. jia you ar lieh. =x

com is back.

2009-02-16T08:57:00.001-08:00

finally.
com fixed le.
a whole room to myself.
can study till late nite and online till late le.
but nid to cure my panda eye.
someone save my panda eye.
cause i want to do it for someone.

if u keep insist nt possible. thing surly will not be possible.
but how u know it is nt possible when u don try it.
do u write the future or the fate.
no one do. and u will nt know till u try it.
so why run away when we both can face it tgt.

hmmmm. hope she understand. feeling is a funny thing.
i been thru it too. and i think she know it too. the event we been thru.
i also think we werent possible at first. but no one know.
hmmmm. so why plan so far ahead and why insist cant be tgt. treasure wad u have now.
be happy. lieh. trust urself u can do it. and u. don keep insist.
adidas say tat . nth is impossible. is u want or not.
i m here standing , giving u my hand to hold on.
decision is up to u le.miaolin
lieh.

无可取代

2009-02-14T03:28:00.000-08:00

无可取代在我心里的存在
我们的爱绝不是一场意外

just hope u understand soon.

2009-02-13T06:25:00.000-08:00

just hope one day u will appreciate wad i done.
hope u like the present i make.
althought it is lousy and useless. just hope u will like it.
take care.

wad can i still wish for.

2009-02-09T08:30:00.000-08:00

hope she read it.
hope she understand wad i wrote to her.
hope she could cool down and forgive me.
sry.

wad to say

2009-02-08T04:07:00.000-08:00

i know ur mindset is set.
i know u decide wad to do.
i don know wad can i do to change ur mind bout it.
but being focus on ur religion is a good thing.
but why cant u have a r.s at the same time.
does it mean focusing on religion than u can heck care bout other daily life and stuff.
ur friends, ur sch work, house chore and many more.
tat doesnt mean tat case wad.
i know im being unreasonable here.
but focusing on religion doesnt mean cant have r.s.
i really don get why u use ur religion as an excuse.
if it is my fault just tell me.
don alway tell me it isnt my fault and it ur fault.
if it ur fault why cant we handle it.
why cant we face it tgt
why u must insist pushing me away.
i can help burden ur stuff.
i can lighten ur workload and stuff.
why u cant trust me
u and i are human.
i know u trust and love god.
but u cant compare me wif god.
every one have flaws.
so does u and i.
im willing to accept ur flaws. why cant u accept mine?
im willing do alot more for u.
i just wish u understand it.
u tell me tat we will have no time for each other in when i go army and u go studies.
is u whu don trust me or i don trust u? and why u insist that everything will not work.
no one know the future. no one know wad happen the next min.
since u sat nt free. i can pei u at sunday. i can call u everyday and talk. just like wad we do when u go china. did i ever given up hope when u are in china.
there is solution to everything
nth is impossible.
it impossible when u are determind it is.
i've been holdiung on for so long.
all i nid is u to trust me and believe in me.
i know god is impt to u.
so are u ,are impt to me.
i don know why u are so tired bout this r.s
but is whether how u handle the prob and how u see it.
i know wad i say now is like brainwashing u.
i know u are irritate by me.
but can u cool down for once and recap the feeling u have last time and read this post and understand the situation.
not everyone is fated to be tgt. but by working hard. thing will work well. i know u are tired now. i can carry the burden u have and the prob u have. but plz don just leave like tat.
the letter i write. the letter u wrote. the christmasa post. the present. every of those thing have feeling from the both of us. i hope u can feel it. take care.

你不是真正的快樂

2009-02-07T09:44:00.000-08:00

人群中哭著你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢或痛或心動了
你已經決定了你已經決定了
你靜靜忍著緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜就是越傷人了
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深淺淺的刀割
你不是真正的快樂你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
這世界笑了於是妳合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則不是你的選擇
於是妳含著眼淚飄飄盪盪跌跌撞撞的走著
你不是真正的快樂你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了也決定不愛了
你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
你不是真正的快樂你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了然後才後悔著
你不是真正的快樂你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
你不是真正的快樂你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了你值得真正的快樂
你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓悲傷全部
結束在此刻重新開始活著

This song mean alot to me and alot meaning to me.
make no regret in life. strive for wad u think is happy to u. cause nt everyone is smiling from the btm of the heart. especially for ur love one. make them happy.

* know u are irritated by wad i did.
sry.
i know i cant explain anything to u.
take care.miao.*

相信你

2009-02-06T02:07:00.000-08:00

我知道你要时间
我知道你心里很乱
我也知道我们有可能不能在一起
可是我不会就这么放弃
难得能在一起
难得会有缘分在一起
我会尽全力到底
你好好休息
感觉不是说要走就会走的
我的心是这样说的
相信你的心也会这样

hmm...

2009-02-05T09:26:00.000-08:00

nw i really knw how u feel when i didn't accept u last time.
how much i hurt u in the past.
how much i hurt u now.
i really know how much u been thru for me.
thank you.
i shu be nicer to u.
shu be even better to u.
sry xiao miao.
i noe now u nid time for alot of thing.
i know u have make up ur mind.
wad can i do.
just wait bah.
cause i noe u are worth it.
everyone is selfish in a way de.
i just wish tat i can be selfish too.
i just hope u can just take a short period and not a long time.
tat is my only selfish thing i want.
don take so long.
i miss u alot.
i miss the time we have tgt.
i miss the time i pinch u.
i miss the time we hold our hands.
i miss the time we hug.
i miss the time we bully each other.
i miss the time we have at the park.
i miss the time we eat our dinner and lunch tgt.
i miss the shopping time we have tgt.
i miss ur dimple.
i miss ur smile.
i miss ur nagging.
i miss ur face.
i miss ur kisses.
i miss ur caring words for me.
i miss ur w0rries for me.
i miss u and ur everything u did for me.
i miss u badly.
i don know wad i can do to make ur heart and feeling come back.
if anyone know. plz tell me. i may just simply do it.
don wanna lose u again.

don ask me why.

2009-02-04T09:04:00.000-08:00

don ask me why.
i just cant bring myself to hate u.
i just cant bring myself to be mad.
my heart just tell me to continue.
cause it tell me tat u are worth it.
just hope u understand wad i have done.
860400 sec to go. i really love u from the btm of my heart.

don think so much le.

2009-02-02T08:04:00.000-08:00

don think so much le~ PSYCHO~~~~
don think so much le~ PSYCHO~~~~

trust is nidded.
believe is require.
self-confidence is also nidded too.

everyone can make it so does u.
trust urself and u can do it and u will.
i'll try to be ther for u.
don give up on urself so fast.

哈哈

2009-02-01T05:47:00.000-08:00

犯错并不丢脸
丢脸得是不懂得认错
如果逃避可以解决一且问题
那你就尽逃吧
但是尽管你逃到天涯海角也逃不过自己的良心

有些事做了才知道
有些事错了才知道
有些事长大才知道
你的事我现在就想知道

爱情强求不来
爱情勉强不来
细心可以让爱情长久
贴心可以让爱情甜蜜
唯有发自内心的诚意才是打动对方的利器

误会是因为不够了解
冲突是因为坚持已见
多听可以化解误会
少说可以避免冲突
将心比心
是一定要的啦

wad to say.

2009-01-31T09:30:00.000-08:00

i m sad.
just wana blog.
my heart really broken le.
i did all i could le.
i just wanna let her know tat i really like her.
but converting for me is really very diffcult.
i know god is impt to u.
but a r/s doesn't nid to involve religion.
wad make u think i cant change myself.
wad make u think i can change even i trust in god.
i have my own god to trust in too.
we both are diff religion.
but tat doesnt mean we cant be together.
wad matter is the feeling and the determination.
spare a tot for me too.
if we switch postion. do u know how much u will feel.
i didnt even ask u to convert to buddist for me loh.
plz. listen to me. think for me too. u cant just think for urself only too.
wadever i did is for u. i can hold till now is because i like u.
does it mean not being a christian ,liking a christian is wrong.
i don think so. there is no wrong in liking and being together.
i can accept u as a christian. i believe u can accept me as whu i m de.
i really done all i could.
love have no boundaries. love have no restriction by anything. black can love white. so can chirstian and other religion. is whether u want to or not.
the thing i done. the love i have. is real. all i did is for u.
just like some of my relative and friend and ur sis.
i know u will not listen to me and i know it hard to get it across u.
but the thing i done.my feeling for u. think about it.

故事未完成

2009-01-30T23:38:00.000-08:00

只要再給我多一點時間
希望能給你全部的世界
我無法改變錯過的一切
只能讓思念如夢般分手
只要再給我多一點時間
想為你完成所有的誓言
太多的夢想太多的諾言
等待每夜慢慢實現
讓所有圓束在你我隔中間
讓我為你繼續未完的情結
就算妳在天邊就算你在地面
兩顆真心像風箏連着一條線
願所有快樂在你之間蔓延
讓我感覺妳最幸福的笑臉
雖然妳在天邊雖然你在地面
我們的愛要相約到永遠

nice gathering

2009-01-30T09:45:00.003-08:00

nice day hanging out at delia house.
project still seem ok.
friends all are still fine and chatty and nice.
my bro all still the same.
the 冰山, ling,nana, and the rest of the gal still the same.
haha so nice to be back in those days.
got to hang out soon.
thk for all ur comment.
take care guys and girls.

love depend on fate and decision. most imptly is the feeling in it.
fate and decision is decide by us.

very tired le.

2009-01-29T08:40:00.002-08:00

so tired le.
really tired le.
no slp.
no eating.
mentality down.
physical down.
hard to go on.
keeping quiet and nt saying is it emo?
do u know tat sometime forgetting something minor to u maybe impt to some others.
cant say as cant bear to hurt u. so keeping quiet is the best. and it's not being emo.
i say le. u later say u urself nt understanding and feel sad. say this and tat.
u dun wanna me to gif in. dun wanna me to change. don wanna me emo.
than to change or not? to be or not to be. i don know.
how bout u gif in abit and learn tat im like this and accept me?
i already accepted u. why u cant accept me?
yes i do complain. yes i do nag. but do i hate u or even gif up on u.?
i didnt. my feeling for u is already obvious to u. i try to accept whu u are as my heart tell me to.
cause i like u.
nth much to say le.

ijustloveu.

2009-01-25T21:30:00.000-08:00

我就是爱你
要改也改不了

yah im childish.

2009-01-23T06:25:00.000-08:00

yah im childish.
but at least i know my feeling and i hold onto the one i like.
u wanna blame me for everything i also nth to say.
at least my feeling for u is real and i wanna retain this r/s and not JUST PUSH IT AWAY!
i don gif up r.s just because of my friend, parent and even some other thing or wad.
gifin up and retraining from gif it all for the one u love. is the one whu is inmature
cause i know smth
要爱就好好爱
而不是爱了后就放弃
yah.
wad i say is brainwashing u.
but to u.
my love for u cant even compare to ur family and ur religion.
u gif up on me. u keep insist god is not allowing us to be together.
THAN WHY GOD BRING US TOGETHER AT FIRST THAN? WHY 3 TIMES?
i'm alway wrong to u. wadever i did is also wrong. being nice and changing is also wrong.
wad have i did right? basically nth i think.
yah. u are right.
u have ur friend to support u. u have ur family and religion.
good luck.
now i know is my inmature and my childishness that bring suffering to u.
take care.

yah i know

2009-01-22T09:01:00.000-08:00

yes.
i know.
u are angry and u will say i nv spare a tot for u.
u will say me insult ur religion.
sry.
but u didnt really spare a tot for me too. giving reason just to end it.
u are just escaping from the problem. u are not facing it.
yah. i know u and ur friend will say i bad.
but love nid no opinion from other de.
cause feeling is urself de.
which relationship have no quarrel de.
which relationship will have no problem de.
if tired jiu gif up. when will u ever learn.
wad more i can do. i really don know.
u alway have ur reason for ur doing. but sometime i really think it is useless loh.
it all in the mind and heart.
and if really wait till 21 than than have relationship. how do u handle it when it come ar.
u know nth. in the end. will it still end?
yah u will think i arguing wif u. u may say i m disagreeing wif ur religion.
but do god really break pple up and hurt us?. if god don want u to have relationship. than why bring us together in the first place. for fun ar?.
i really cant answer this question. i think ur frien may not even know how to answer too.
you want to get mad. it ur decision. to be the true, u are the first gal i did so much le. tat is why i feel hurt when u just push it away. i don know wad else to do.
u take care.

所么是爱

2009-01-22T05:51:00.000-08:00

love is such a strange thing.
love and relationship is such an unknown.
yet i know smth tat my heart alway tell me.
i like u. no one changes my decision.
i make my decision.
opinion is make. remark is given. but feeling is in our heart.
feeling is only in us. nt in others. even pple don know or don approve.
pple cant tend to be single if anyone of their friend is disapproving.
you are having this relationship or is it ur friend or relative tat is having.
if ur friend and parent like someone tat u don like. wad will u do. like or don like?
the every little thing i have done.
isnt it enough to touch u.
the best effort i puting in, isnt it still enough.
pushing me away is ur only way to reply me.?
disapproval of ur close ones, mean we cant be together.?
love has no boundaries. love is for silly pple. love has no excuses.
love is selfish too. but i don think i have the option to be selfish.
i cant make any decision anymore.
i m just left with the feeling i have now.
i nv let u go even though any disapproval from anything.
wad more still can i say.
the only thing i can do is just keep quiet.

我只知道
爱情就算是一点点也是爱情
爱情不是个男女的爱情比较
爱情一旦来了就要好好珍惜
爱情不是别人而是自己的决定
我想好好地珍惜你
好想一辈子和你在一起

time is coming up soon le.

2009-01-21T07:46:00.000-08:00

time is ending soon le.
project is going to showcase le.
finally. my fyp life is ending soon.
photo will be shown.
here i come.

世上有许多事不能懂
万万的为所么和答案
但是我的心里很明白
你就是我心里想要得

time to rest le.

2009-01-20T08:49:00.001-08:00

time to go slp.
everything will be fine for me.
i know wad im doin and i hope wad i wish for will happen.
留下来.我真得很爱你.miaolin.
take care.
especially u.
smile alway k.
nite pple.

PP day is tml le. woo

2009-01-20T02:06:00.000-08:00

PP day reaching le. PROJECT PREPARation. woo. thursday will be the day to present my project le.
woo 8-5 sia.
don come find me at aerospace hub ar.
i wun be there.haha.
yeah. finally my fyp is coming to an end le.
3 more report to go and 1 more presentation and than come the exam le.

take care of urself.
don think so much le.
thing will be better.
don be so seriously in everything.

cant smile without you.

2009-01-19T06:12:00.000-08:00

cant smile without u.
i really cant smile happily wifout u.
we both are stubborn.
we both all thinking for ourself only.
ok.
i know le.
i will know wad to do le.
i don know wad to say to u.
i don know wad to msg u le.
i know i hurt u umpteen time.
u are tired le.
just hope tat you will forgive and forget soon.
just believe and have faith in both of us.
don blame urself.
don gif up.
i miss u.

i will just wait.

2009-01-16T06:49:00.000-08:00

nth will change.
i will just wait.
i trust u.
i know u will understand wad i told u tdy.
i believe u will get the feeling right soon.
cause i know wad i do, i still love u and u will know it de.
.lieh.

the bored life i have.

2009-01-15T23:23:00.000-08:00

i try so much to get busy wif life.
yet i still misses her.
i have so much thing to tell her yet i cant do it.
if liking someone is being silly, i don mind being silly for her for a life.
i just wanna let her know tat i really like her. plz stop being this way.
深呼吸忍住伤心微笑着忍住伤心是因为我太爱你 !

missing u.

2009-01-15T07:03:00.000-08:00

i miss the time we have. the time we hold hand. the time we hug each other. the time we bully each other . the time we kiss. the time we eat tgt . the time we went for dinner together. i miss all those. especially, i miss u alot.
xiao miao. 我好想你！！

tired le.

2009-01-14T06:37:00.001-08:00

final lap to go le. director coming down le. chiong ar. FYP faster finish lah. so friday and thurday no nid go sch le.zzzz

i miss her. and i cant tell her.
if time is the solution.i hope the time will really faster reach.
i miss u badly miao.

how to understnad lehz. hmm.i thinking lehz.

2009-01-13T03:27:00.000-08:00

love cant be measure and compare. it hard to get this in but i believe someday she will understand de. cause when u like someone you will just treat her nicely and be the best of urself. tat is loving mahz. haha. thing really take time to understnad de sia. hmmm. but it okay lah. cause i know wad to do le. just wish tat she can take care and be happy loh.

well 2 project down and 2 more to go. than 2 more paper till i graudate from this NP. press on time le.

take care of urself and don think so much. i know u will de. and u will be fine.

life is full of everything.

2009-01-12T09:29:00.000-08:00

life is full of decision making. yet they bring in feelin and personal view and thinking.
which is impt doesnt matter. wad matter is wad u feel and wad u think is right. The key to everything will be in ur heart. the mind is just a form of muscle that everyone control. while nth can control the heart.
i nid to get more slp. my big muscle in my head is offing soon. yet i knw my heart is still telling me lot of thing to do.
to the one i care and worry most. plz don think so much. everything will be fine. cool down and take ur time. take care.

know wad to do le.

2009-01-11T18:18:00.001-08:00

i know wad to do le. time to move on and think le. be happy lieh. think wise. understnad.

know wad to do le.

2009-01-11T18:18:00.000-08:00

i know wad to do le. time to move on and think le. be happy lieh. think wise. understnad.

永不消失的彩虹

2009-01-10T23:06:00.000-08:00

永不消失的彩虹

我看见你的瞳孔
看见的那片天空
你指尖尽头
架空属於我的梦
那是清澈的星河
那是橘色的云朵
遥远的天国
建筑这一道彩虹
你把我眼底的寂寞
彩绘成缤纷的宇宙
跟在你身后
带我静静遨游
请不要放开我的双手
不要缺席我的以后
请留给我
慢慢消失的那一道彩虹
已经习惯你的双手
牵著我的那种温柔
只有你懂
我会流泪是因为最深处的感动
我以为天是黑的
你忽然放了烟火
我才发现我
生命可以很闪烁
你把我眼底的寂寞
彩绘成缤纷的宇宙
跟在你身後
带我静静遨游
请不要放开我的双手
不要缺席我的以後
请留给我
慢慢消失的那一道彩虹
已经习惯你的双手
牵着我的那种温柔
只有你懂
我会流泪是因为最深处的感动
请不要关掉我的镜头
不要熄灭我的以後
还给黑夜
永不消失的那一道彩虹
已经习惯我的双手
你能感受我的颤抖
只有你懂
我会流泪是因为最深处的感动

like this mv too. :')
link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PpcJl6hqPSo

寂寞暴走

2009-01-10T05:12:00.000-08:00

寂寞暴走

这里的景色叫做曾经爱过
曾存在你的拥抱和温柔
撕开票根独自重游
票价是想念你的痛
你说做朋友并不是朋友
我们比路人还陌生得多　　
感情的废墟重建以後
谁会偶尔回来走走
我站在回忆的入口
蒐集我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落
一目了然的痛
让我无法说泪是因为吹风
我沿着命运的箭头
无奈向前走到下个人的怀中
爱你还没爱够你却要我放手
谁懂在时间的秘密花园中
你从没走
我说的爱你说的太自由
自由到彷佛我只是说说
未来的风景我没爱过
我只想念你的所有
我站在回忆的入口
蒐集我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落
一目了然的痛
让我无法说泪是因为吹风
我沿着命运的箭头
无奈向前走到下个人的怀中
爱你还没爱够你却要我放手
谁懂在时间的秘密花园中
你从没走　　
我的爱你想你都以极速向回忆暴冲
他们能看见的是虚伪的从容
我站在回忆的入口
蒐集我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落
一目了然的痛
让我无法说泪是因为吹风
我沿着命运的箭头
无奈向前走到下个人的怀中
爱你还没爱够你却要我放手
谁懂在时间的秘密花园中
你从没走
my fav song. like the MV too. suit me alot. :')
link to MV : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=04lZXDqrAHs

'一句话'

2009-01-10T05:07:00.000-08:00

一句话

爱上你那时爱到不象话
后来想尽办法忘掉
到最后我就合上嘴巴
多说像对自己撒谎
星空下说永恒额头上的吻
你双手将我环绕未来即便它是一个问号
也能对自己炫耀
有一句话再也都听不到
那些过往只好放在心上
你爱我太美好
时间会知道
怎样去熬成一句动人的话
那些过往让它自己燃烧
我爱你太美好
时间会知道
怎样去熬成动人一句话
记忆里说我们相同的体温
一想到就不会冷未来永远都是一个问号
也是种天荒地老这是一种成长
是一种逞强我的寂寞很善良
陪我到任何地方那些过往越呼吸越明亮
我爱你太美好
时间它一定会
把它熬成世上最动人的话

try watching the mv. it's nice. :')
link to MV : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=08MoySLu6F0

rmb this...

2009-01-08T05:36:00.000-08:00

i know and i do see it. it's not that i dont want to give you chance or what but i do hope this time, we can all take a break. you can slowly change yourself to become more patient etc etc and not like an overnight thing which will make you go bonkers at times yea?because a very sudden change will shock yourself and me. and it's not very healthy initial stage is like this one isn't it..? why can't we just go on with life happily for the moment? behaving very emotionally wont do you or me good de arr you understand what im trying to say?the more sad you become, the lesser the chance i wanna get back with you because i will think i hurt you alot. yes and during this cool off period, we dont want to hold high chances of getting back tgt bcos during this period, either of us may just find another better one yea? a better one for you, or a better one for me. dont insist you want only me..because you know it may not be possible and nobody knows de.

to do or not to do.

2009-01-07T05:29:00.000-08:00

i don knw wad i shu do. tired of daily life and stuff. life is so much full of waiting and such. studies and stress goes well. how i wish i can fast forward time.

i miss u.

rmb 2

2009-01-07T05:22:00.000-08:00

(: ya i know u miss her...but u realli gotta control urself.when u miss her, leave her a msg. if she reply, good. if she dont, then try not to send it over n over again...its not realli nice...

RMB!!

2009-01-05T08:07:00.000-08:00

just rmb:
respect each other, give more space for each other.
(: