Monday, September 7, 2009'
1 more month to go.
end my boredom at home.
time to go serve the country.
wait for me! my friends. im coming.
Thursday, August 27, 2009'
woo~
long time nv blog le.
too many thing to do.
too much time to slp everyday.
and it is almost time too le.
1 more month to go.
back from chalet. tired till the core.
i want the pics.
now i wanna find things to do.
and finally my job is ending this weekend.
life is so the same for me.
work life is ending.
love life is ... still the same.
family life is ... getting better wif my grandmother.hah.
well. it does mean alot , when u have good friend and family.
Sunday, June 28, 2009'
wah. june is coming to an end soon.
a few more mnth and i think i'll be botak le.
it been years tat i have been botak le.
sure is cooling in this kind of hot weather.
H1n1 here and there. so sianz.
=x.
life is still a quite a mess here and there.
but life goes on.
anyway. i just wish tat np 30 will wait for me. tat is the only thing i want now.
love is just like a cup of coffee. u choose the taste and the outcome of it. be it sweet or bitter. it ur own choice.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009'
=x.
alot of thing happen.
here and there.
my friends and my family.
i hope u can do it benji!
good luck to u.
if life is bout decision.
is tat ur final decision?
i wonder.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009'
wad to do.
wad to do.
i really don know.
really don know
don know.
i don know.
i can only accept wad is there for me le.
Monday, June 1, 2009'
no future.
no stable income and alot more.
yah.
cause i don even know wad is happening to me few years down the road.
yet i know im always responsible for wad i have done.
but i think it too late now.
no feeling.
i understand.
being pressure.
ok i know it too.
well.
it time i let go. i did my best to hold onto it.
if no one can appreciate it, it will just be useless.
you don want stress and pressure. want be happy and do ur own stuff, lead your own life.
well. it ok now. u can go do it.
im leaving.
i will disappear from ur sight.
'
it ok.
ur friend. ur relative. u urself.
it ok tat u say im forcing u.
but have u ask urself another question.?
how does it feel for the other one whu don know wad to do.
talking bout this thing and such. than he have to hide his feeling.
yet the answer he get is i don know. im tired. not now.
the cause is, u are tired. the reason, is u tired.
wad bout me?
do i cause this to myself?
i also wish to help u relax urself and shoulder ur problem and such.
cant we just sit down and talk it out.
wad is it so hard to face me.
u want future. u want wad. we can tok it out. we can discuss bout it.
not just saying it and forget bout it and let it be.
or rather u decide by urself and daze upon it.
this is a r.s problem.
it take 2 hand to clap. not just one ppl thinking and doing it will settle everything.
nth is perfect. is whether u work it to perfect or u don do it.
u are tired. fine. i will do more of the job.
but can u stop saying i don know and have a decision.
spare a tot for how i feel too.
slpless night. random thoughts. question and answer.
nth is more worth it compare to ur answer.
u have to be responsible for wad ever u do in life.
u cant possibly run away from it.
